Feelings

I’ve always think that I’m kind of a person who knows how to control my own feelings. The sharp and crank mood has left me for a long time. I know how to precious life, I know how to look positive and behave active. I know all the rules about being a peaceful, harmless and happy bird. But, yes, there’s always a “but”, I cannot stand any more. I don’t want to complain all the time here, but, this is a blog, for us to pour feelings, so, forgive me, being a kicker this time.

The first thing annoys me is a thing that happens to almost everyone, in this very summer. The power of homesick is strong, but dream and reality is opposite. I can do nothing but wish everyone’s dream will came true at last.

What’s upset me next is my research report. The deadline is next week, though I have, like six days to go, it’s no need to rush. However, I can’t help worrying whether I can do it well or not. I hope my first research report can be, at least, good. What is more, Progress Test Ⅱwill be held on Friday morning. Many people say it’s not a big deal, but for me, I’ve studied almost five months in CELC, if I didn’t do it well, I’ll blame myself for being lazy and stupid.

The third thing, maybe I shouldn’t mention here, is the variety show. I feel very sorry for not getting the part I want, maybe because I’m not capable. Anyway, I strongly hope our class will perform excellent on that day. By the way, I feel very sorry for not watch our class’s basketball and badminton games. It not that I don’t care, it’s I dare not to see. I’m afraid our class will lose. So I just pay attention to the game secretly. I know, I should face it rather than escape, well, forgive my cowardice this time. And I want to thank for those who tried their best in the games. Thank you, guys and princesses~J

Ok, I have to say this is not like an article at all. It’s just my feelings today; perhaps you can read it as my diary.